ovoid

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ovoid

fried eggs, scrambled eggs, omelet
hollandaise, béarnaise, mayonnaise
eggs

potential creation beginning
brittle shell
when a piece falls in
dip a wet finger to pull it out

velvety vivid yolk
nourishing heart

crack pretend eggs on my knees and elbows
yelling stop then
laughing

eyes crack open like eggs
i crack open like an egg

my mythology
bleed and spill my guts
finally

don’t want to lose this cracked open version of me
be generous, fight for this
cracked open person

the world needs stories
the world needs your stories
the world needs my stories

fry me in a pan
here i am
cracked and ready

Comments

  1. AnonymousJune 15, 2018 at 8:07 PM

    This is you. You opened up, and we have gained so much through your stories. Write on!

    ReplyDelete
  2. LaurenJune 16, 2018 at 11:38 PM

    Thank you Pam : )

    ReplyDelete

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